Daddy..i'll keep our secret.

Daddy. I will keep our secret

Daddy walks in,
His eyes blood shot and red,
I see him swagger a little,
Hes drunk a million thoughts run through my head,
I try to locate the door,
His shut it and in his hands his belt,
It is a thick one,
i know it will leave a welt,

I back to my wall.
Scared and I begin to cry,
Daddy No! I yell,
I wonder if im going to die,
He yells back shut up!
He whips me across my face with it,
Every time I plead,
He brings a harder hit,

My nose with blood running down,
And my arms and legs covered in bruises,
My eyes half shut,
The only thing im thinking is how will I make so much excuses,
He turns to walk out,
But stops and walks to my side,
He kisses my forehead,
I just wanted to run and hide,

He said baby girl I love you,
I sob very quietly I love you too,
You might thinking im lying,
But really I do,
He leaves just like that,
Leaving me whipped and abused,
With barely any energy,
I walk to the mirror every spot of my skin theres a bruise,

My nose wont stop bleeding,
I cry and yell for my dad,
He comes in and holds me,
He said baby dad was bad,
I stay in his arms,
And I forgive him too,
I cant hate my daddy,
So I say I love you,

Next day it is the same,
But I wont tell anyone,
He is drunk,
He does not do it for fun,
Daddy promised he did not,
So I will keep lying,
I will keep wondering why he does it,
And at home I will keep crying,

Daddy dont worry,
I wont tell a living human,
Daddy you can trust me,
I wont tell any other person,
Those were my last pleads,
As he slammed my head to the concrete and gave me one last hit,
Then my skull shattered,
my last words.I'll keep our secret..

by,Denysia Chapman-madden