Real Feelings About What Surrounds Me

Well let me tell you why im broken hearted...daamn...in this world of hate born in da city of lancasta where a murder might run up and blast ya' 4 no aparent reason at all the preshore dose nothnig but keep on increasing and im like wtf is there here 4 me all i see is trouble , and misary evil demons surounding me god if you hear me please dont let the cops arrest me 2night erryday n' errynight is da same stuggle we gotta fight to survie because i dont wanna die but all i know is i gotta get by and if i dont im sorry i went out like dat i didnt mean to worry nobody but payback is a b-i-t-c-h jus like life jus tryin 2 stay alive what gose around comes around so i have to keep trucha i dont wanna be another lifeless body laid out on the frakin floor so i pray 2 the lord 4 these better days 2come 4 all my sins 4give me im jus so troublesom!..enimies want more me and my team always stay ready 4 war knonkin down da muthafreakin door..i try to do all positive in my life but its so hard 2 maintain with so many negative things comin at me left n' right all i can do is keep my head up high and hope that things get better cuz at times i can feel completly hopeless so take this blunt and tolk this phukkc it my head is all messed up left wit bad memeries im at the edge losing my head so much pain in this wicked game called life my mind is goin insane full of krazy thoughts i take care of biznizz regardless im jus tryin not to see myself in a coffin! im mobbin through the streets wit da homies stompin...i tell me mom not to cry i'ma be alright even though i aint shore if ima make it home 2nite...foe's can try to chear me up but they just cant cuz my heart turned black , my soul is torn , my mind is gone...ppl jus dont understand cuz 1million questoins run through my mind and the answers to them are so hard to find im 1 of a kind type of guy ppl look in2 my eyes full of envy and hate but 2 me thats no suprise so i fallow my fate!