Absolutely confused about the people around me
Basically I need some major help
Cause everything in my life is screwed up
Don't doubt my nonsense believe every word of it
Every broken lie, every hopeless cry
Forever my story is unfinished, no fairy tale
Going crazy every night with frightful scenes
Hiding all dreams from the surface, I fade them away
Including the ones that mean everything
Just lying here I wonder if being alive is for me
Knowing that my life is wasted, a mistake
Living with a deadly pain within my chest
My heart exploding with every weep
Never healing, danger fills the air around me
Overcoming this horror is impossible
Passionately I hope for recovery, that will never come
Quietly, I scream for freedom, release
Reluctantly I calm all of it away
Stopping it in its path, saving it for another day
Tonight, maybe it will again break free
Unwillingly becoming a monster within me
Very violent and destructive, pulling me apart
Wilting my very will to survive, its grasp
Xulting me from my forsaken cave
Yet nothing stops it, not this time
Zealously my body, mind, and heart give in.....
finally, my torment is free..........
