Just like my brother

Im feeling the crack deep in my chest
since you decided to just take a rest

the friend i once claimed now the one on your hand
she follows you around and gives you commands

so with a knife in my back and a rip in my heart
i promise you this.. you tore me apart

so forget that we met and we ever did touch
but i wont forget i loved you so much

with the beer in my hand and my pen in the other
im starting to sound just like my brother

he too had a tear and a knife in his back
but soon his memories went out of wack

the blunt that he rolls and the money he pays
he doesnt think twice to have better days

i cant help the tears and i cant help the drinks
i cant get the help when i go talk to shrinks

a friends what i need and your what i want
im tired of being on this forelonging hunt

so ill sit here in shame and drink all my pain
until a better day comes with sunlight and rain