The time and the dates i cant quit put together but all i know for sure is that it happened,
There were the days you made me laugh as we walked along aside each other and i knew deep down i could never let you go,
but the times you had me in tears, not able to stand you, deep down i knew i would have to let go,
I remember the good memories at the park every morning on our way to school, we would stop and just swing, or the snowy days we had and we would wrestle creating prints of our bodies there behind,
Snow fights wit each other, you were like my best friend, i loved more than i ever knew i could,
but why you did the things you did i don't know why, you were so jealous and hateful, i sometimes couldn't understand why,
but just to let you know i cherished it all and could never put it aside,
you were the first person to talk to me about marriage, love, and kids,
had the names picked out and everything,
i remember the night under the stars, we couldn't stop kissing,
you used to come to my window at night, but i was so terrified of someone walking in,
i never let you stay, but i loved the fact that you would risk getting caught,
but you know sometimes your alcohol took control, and you would do the dumbest things,
those were the things i couldn't quit understand,
but just to let you know i loved you and I'm glade to say you were once mine, the first girl you once loved.
