Yesterday was the first day I've cried in over a year
I can't believe how you can do this to me.
How you can break me down so easily without saying a word
You made me shed tears I wasn't ready to shed
I've worked so hard on this composer just to see it slip through my fingers
I don't understand this grip you have on my heart
You've wrapped your fingers around my heartstrings
And my heart dances at your will
You pull the beat deep within my stomach
I feel sick every time I see you
I think I've become addicted to this yearning
I'm just waiting for you to see
But you're blind to what I'm placing in front of you
There's nothing I can do but let you go against my will
Can't you feel my soul being crushed beneath your shoes?
Can you not hear my tear drops crash against the floor?
I can't believe how invisible I have become
I've waited muchtoo long
There is no hope for this romance and I
I can't believe you're deaf to my screaming
You can't hear me calling your name so silently
I suppose all I can do now is pretend you don't hurt me
Pretend that everything I feel for you is fake
I have nothing left to give
I gave up before it even started
Now I understand that I had no chance
My needing you blinded my judgement
It'sjudgmentto give this up
My heart is beating for you and you alone
But you can't hear it, you can't feel it, you can't see it on my face
