I'm trying so hard
To pick myself up off the floor
I want to want to live
But its so hard to do
Knowing I mean nothing
to those who to me mean so much more.
I've never pretended
to be what I'm not
The most beautiful girl
I know that I'm not and my personality
wont stop you in your tracks
But look and you will find
I am honest and true
I say what I think
And never would I hurt you
I love deeply
never trying to change you
I used to think that made me special
I know now its not true