Try to figure me out
Watch my every step
Hold on to my every breath
Listen to me talk
And diagnose my every feeling
Just try to figure me out
Watch my different attitudes
And when I act that way
Keep a camera up in my room
I give you permission to watch
Permission to observe
To study
To eventually come to understand.
I need some understanding
Some gravity to hold me down
I want some answers.
I have the questions.
Why do certain things happen?
And why to me?
Do I have control?
Because I mostly I feel as if I don't.
Life?s full of questions.
But with every question isn't there an answer.
Ive looked for them, the answers.
And I cant find them.
Maybe my questions are wrong.
All I need is feeling.
Because I feel as if Ive lost it all.
