So it's like i am fatherless.
Yes i know i have my father up above,
but i want thing between me and my dad to all work out and its totally the oppiste i runied it all in a few mean words!
"I HATE you"
"I HATE you"
"I HATE you"
"I HATE you"
"I HATE you"
"I HATE you"
"I HATE you"
"I HATE you"
Thats all that had to be said and it all ended in tears and pain.
not knowing what to do, not knowing where to run.
Am i lost?
Will i be found?
When will this all end?
Will he love me agian?
Will i take back the words i said?
Will i love him agian?
Will we ever be the same?
What do i have to do?
Please dad today just hear my call.
I'm sorry with what i said!
My life is wrecked.
Dont walk out this time!
It's my fault i know it is!
i am being hurt continuously.
Over the same things i already put in god's hand!
I guess that means i didnt leave it all in god's hand,
i guess i picked it right back up agian.
And like the old time being hurt.
Can i love you agian with all my rage?
Please God tell me i can love him agian.
I cant leave my sadness, pain and crying behind.
So what more is there to do?
Why am I the on that is alway's ignored,
just thrown aside?
