I Will Not

I will not scream
I will not cry
I will not reach
I will not die

Though hope is lost
Though I will break
I will still smile
Though it is fake

Tears are forming
But they won't fall
My heart is falling
But I won't call

I'll let her yell
I'll take the blame
I will sit still
And won't complain

My ears will listen
Though I will not
And I will stifle
Every single thought

I will not cry
My tears are falling
I will not scream
My heart is calling

I will not reach
My hand is out
I will not die
I'm beginning to doubt

I told myself I could be strong
How could I have been so wrong?