Against the wall

No one sees I am dying,
no one sees the pain.
No one sees me turning,
pushing His love away...

No one sees in the silence,
the tears of honest grief.
No one sees them falling
bringing no relief.

No one sees me thinking,
choosing life or Death.
No one sees me screaming
hating every breath.

No one sees I am dying,
for there is no one left.

1993-10-06