Alone

I am all alone in this world, nobody to talk to. nobody asks me whats wrong. are they afraid to ask? or do they just not care about the emptiness I'm feeling deep inside my heart and soul. i know they can see. who cant see? the marks on my arm, the tears in my eyes, who cant see? all i see are people staring down at me as they walk past. they look as if I'm weired. they just don't understand the emptiness I'm feeling. why am i like this. i wish i could be the man walking past, instead I'm the one he looks down on in disgust. i am alone in this world of millions. you'd think their would be someone who can understand me. that would be the day. i want to be able to smile without force. i want to be able to laugh and mean it. what am i missing? Thar's nothing that can help. i need help, but nobody can. i am a different soul that nobody understands. nobody can help me now.

Ricky