The day i lost him

I fell for you when you fell for me
and now i know without you i could never be
the day i lost you was the day i lost it
and for some reason i felt like i had to quite
i drank all the liquor
swallowed all the pills
sat around and cried
as i waited to die
thinking about how i lost you the whole time
i waited as the hours rolled by
but i didn't go
and i just wanted you to know
but no matter how much i love you
i could never tell you...
that the day you left me
i tried to leave myself
I'm afraid if i do ill lose you again
but next time ill make sure that death will win
ill do it up real good
just like the perfect heart broken suicide should