The water is singning

I stood by the river
The wind in my hair
The water was glittering
Dark clouds in the air
I know I’m a coward
But what should I do?
When life means nothing
I just want to go
The water is singing
Songs about death
Thoughts are tingling
In the back of my head
Am I doing the right?
I ask once again
But when there is no light
You just want it to end
I take the final step
The last in my life
The water is cold
It stings like a knife
But I do not bother
Because know I’m free
Free from the pain
That was killing me