Tear drops falling racing down,
I try to smile not to frown,
But it’s hard through the pain after you’ve fallen down,
So hard that you lay weakly on the concrete ground,
With nobody helping so if feels like your tied there and bound,
Your body just to weak to make any sort of sound,
So you lay there ready for life’s second beating round,
It’s hard not to cry at night,
Wondering why I cannot be your light,
Why I love you while you are holding that girl tight,
Something about it just does not seem right,
Now I lay weak on the ground trying to fight,
Trying to find another reason to live life,
Why can’t you see that at night I cry,
And that when im dying I just tell you a lie,
Can’t you see I try and I try,
To let you go but I was the girl supposed to give you wings to fly,
Can’t you see I just want to die,
Friends isn’t good enough when I love you,
So much more I’d rather do,
Be a couple just us too,
Believe it or not my wish is true,
But im too late she’s got your heart,
I should have taken my chance in the start,
Can’t I buy it like a fountain drinking in the mini mart,
Why oh why couldn’t I have your heart,
Now im lying on the floor,
Crying behind the door,
Watching the tears starting to pour,
Wishing it was me that you would adore,
Wishing I was the one you’d want to kiss in front of the sunset on the seashore,
Now im left to fight a battling war,
I love you so much,
And long for your touch,
Kisses, hugs, booty slaps and such,
It hurts so bad not being able to get out of the grasp of your love clutch,
If you looked close im, sure you would find,
The girl I hide inside who watches your happiness crying behind,
Wishing your relationship would just unwind,
So Im staring as a friend,
Wishing your love would end,
But the message I just can’t send,
So I hide in the shadows secretly wanting to be your girlfriend,
When im with you the stars and run dance,
My mind my thoughts just go in a trance,
Just talking to you always makes my pain enhance,
Because sadly I lost my chance,
With out you it seems I have no chance for romance,
When I hear or see your name, my heart skips a beat,
My insides warmly begin to heat,
In my mind their plays a soft beat,
It’s like some special little treat,
You drag me in like a shark with meat,
I will always love you,
Never let go it’s true,
Cause I know I will no matter how hard I try not to,
And there is nothing I can do,
You can’t stop love its true,
So here I go… secret love… I really love you.
