Happy father's day

I wanted to wish you happy father's day but the words
refused to come out.

they forced me to think how could you be happy when I'm sitting here without my daddy.

how can you stand yourself after you put me through this mess.

i hate that you were always holding the promises you made to me as if you had every intention to keep them.

now as i try to wish you a happy father's day, i can only hope for the words to come out.