Incomplete

I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't talk
I can't breathe, I can't yell, I can't walk.

Instead

I cry, I laugh, and I tease
You make me all weak in the knees.

When I'm with you my fists are clenched
My muscles are tight and bound,
I cannot stand holding back much longer
But hate it when you're not around.

When I look into your eyes I see love
I see hope, I see faith in the day,
But as your words pierce into my ears
From me, I see you falling away.

Seeing you with him and the others
Although is an interesting sight,
Knowing I'm losing you is a shot to my chest
And my tears only bring with them, a fight.

I'm treading lightly atop a tight rope
One wrong move and that might be all,
Just remember when you're with them
All false idols fall.

He might be all that and a lot more to you
But a little's just not enough,
You can't just pass me up for them
Because you know I'm not that tough.

Every time we fight, you say that it's nothing
And when I cry you wave it away,
You tell me to stop and get over it
You turn the other way.

I don't mean to sound so needy
And I know you're always with me,
But when we only have one last chance
You spend it with the other three.

All we have together is now
And soon that'll be far stretched,
Because life is short, especially mine
And soon you'll have nothing left.

You really have got me in a twist
On your finger wrapped around,
For when I was thought unbreakable
You shattered me into the ground.

No one has ever got to me
Like you do and I know it's tough,
You are my gravity keeping me here
But soon that won't be enough.

Things are different from what they were
Is it just me or have we rearranged,
Not just because we're together
Either way we still change.

Nothing is worth being perfect
And I learnt that now from you,
However you may be worth it
But only if your feelings are true.

You and the boys are great together
But seeing you being controlled,
Is an everlasting impression
One I wish not to hold.

All this confusion and chaos
And the differences in us are tweened,
I'm sorry for ever hurting you
Please, blame all this on me.

You know I am your mannequin
You can do with me what you like,
Just stop calling me s.l.u.t, and unfaithful
And stop with the liar and d.y.k.e.

I just need to know you love me
And prove it, just be true,
Just do something I won't expect
To rekindle my love for you.

Simple things like flowers
While they might be kind,
Prove it to me in a unique way
That'll forever be fixed in my mind.

I'm trying to make the best of both worlds
And my hardest is all I can do,
But ha, isn't it too bad about you're girl
Fixing it back together with glue.

I know you don't mean it and I know you don't know
But a game is what you are playing,
A game of favourites in which you can't choose
And the hearts of the players are fraying.

A girl, a boy, and she writes it all down
But he never seems to care,
He calls her names but treats her right
A confusion too hard to bare.

Even when he's angry
And even when he's sad,
He's moody when she writes things down
And it makes her feel really bad.

But she ain't going to stop the ink
And he ain't going to change,
Yet she still stands by him
A connection no one can explain.

He could treat her bad and not worry
Because she loves him too much to leave,
She will still be standing side by side
Although her heart is on it's last heave.

I don't know quite what it is
Please just give it a name,
Why would she want this for herself
But wait, "she is to blame".

Without you I have nothing
Nothing to keep me standing tall,
You're the one that is hanging on
Tightly when I want to fall.

Your love is what keeps me strong
And what keeps my heart in beat,
And I'm sure that it is safe to say
Without you I'm incomplete.