I've come to lay.
Here, where all come for the ever lasting sleep of eternity.
It is here I will surrender myself.
I have come to sacrifice what has never truly been mine.
My soul.
And as I lay on the harsh damp soils of the earth
My body fades to nothingness.
It's quite sad really,
That it had to come to this.
But I'm sure it's for the best.
You're free now,
Are you relieved?
I've grown tired of the same battles.
Everyone thinking that my problems are what theirs exceed.
Going unnoticed.
And I'm done…I'm tired.
The pain has grown dull now,
The last drop of blood has been shed.
And I'm empty…lifeless
If this makes me selfish,
Then…what does that make you?
It doesn't matter now anyway,
Because it's too late.
If you could have, would you have tried to stop it?
You never loved me,
And truth is, I never really loved you.
Funny isn't it? How we all say things we never mean.
Your tears are warm…I can feel them hitting the soil.
The river of tears I once drown myself in has run dry.
I can feel its presence…
Death is in the air, and I have succumbed to it.
Goodnight my love…Goodbye forever.
Love Always & Forever,
Me.