Countless hours of waiting. to hold the one I love: to say the words I love you. The pain I feel inside without you here i cannot bear. Now looking back I see the things I would have done so differently, but one thing still will always remain my love for you will never change. Each minute an hour an hour a day time passes slowly by. Sometimes it's really hard to breath sometimes I want to cry.Sometimes it's hard to stand up straight sometimes I want to die,and as I sit here on the porch thinking of the memories we shared, and how you were my best friend because you really cared. I wish today I could tell you how much love i have for you,but its to late your no where near me and I can't move on my heart won't let me. I can't imagine a life without you though i will have to try. There is one thing I can tell you though I will never love again even though I will try
