Lately Ive been thinking and your the only thing on my mind.
i haven't seen you in a while and Ive met some other guys.
but even though they may be ten times better then you.
when i start to think comparing is all i do.
in my mind no one else can compare to you not even at all.
but with these guys I'm starting to fall.
my mind is telling me not to let go of you.
maybe i cant because of all Ive put into.
my heart is telling me to just walk away feeling that you'll never again feel the same.
all day and all night i think of these too and the farther i get it only leads me closer to you.
you see i don't want to walk away scared and feeling unsure
and always regretting not knowing what your feelings were.
you have this way of making me SO happy and SO angry at the same time.
you know just how to make me smile
but you know even better how to make me cry.
but then your always the one by my side to dry my tears so why am i left with these fears.
maybe its because every time i get close and start to think things are right.
YOU decide that is not and put another girl in your sight
then i start to leave and your there again because if i go who will you have then?
but when you smile you make my world go round.
and then i decide to stay because my heart is to wound.
ill never know why you only cared when there was no one else
but then later tell me for years thats how you felt.
and after the tears flew by because you led me on
i decide now to be for ever gone.
forever gone away from your smile those eyes.
and the way you made me fall.
i think our long talks and the time we spent is what ill miss most of all.
maybe its in the way you say my name and make me think its all more then just some game.
or is it in your touch.
what ever it is i was never enough.
you made me fell like i was never gonna win.
and then turn around and charm me again.
its amazing how great you are when its just the two of us.
if only thats how the world could be.
so then you're not embarrassed to be with me.
maybe I'm crazy and its all in my head but Ive had enough and I'm putting it to rest
maybe ill give someone else a chance to do more then a cat and mouse dance.
ill never forget you.in my mind this is true.
but in my heart I'm SO over you.
