Sitting here thinking back on all the times.
some made us laugh others made us cry.
we seemed so in love you and me.
thats all everyone wanted including me.
for us to be more then JUST FRIENDS.
and in the end it never happened.
you always made everyone and me think you cared.
but when it came down to it we never really got there.
we would run around always chasing each other.
and never actually being together.
you'd always tell me how much you loved me and id do the same in return
but then the next day it was someone else's turn
all i ever wanted was you and i was forever never enough.
i did everything i could.
i even did things i never thought i should.
i changed my clothes and i changed my hair.
i even changed the way id stare.
i could never tell exactly how you'd feel.
only because it never seemed real.
we would go out to the movies and cuddle all night.
and then the next day end up in a fight.
the only thing i ever could do was try to bring my self closer to you.
i thought i was doing the best i can.
i just thought you were more of a man.
i would have gone to the end of time for you.
and i know for sure thats something you wouldn't do.
i hated always being stuck in being friends.
then the next day to be "in love" again.
we never really could be apart but i guess thats forever never enough.
you never had enough in you to truly care about me.
and now i do finally see.
even after all the things i would do.
i am forever never enough for you.
i understand why we can be
but what i don't understand is why you never chose me.
maybe I'm not pretty enough
or skinny enough
or too smart.
or not funny
or i talk to much.
am i too out spoken?
do i cry too much?
is my heart too broken.
what ever it is I'm still forever never enough.
it hurts so much to not be loved by you but it'd even better
if i could forget about you.
I'm trying to make you forever never enough and maybe thats what you should be
I'm the one who deserves to be happy.
to me it was more then just a game.
it is my life and now I'm ashamed
of how i could ever have loved someone as cruel as you.
but even with that i am FOREVER NEVER ENOUGH for you.
