You have driven me away now,
and i fear for the worse to happen soon,
I feel it running through my veins,
It feels like knifes stabbed into me.
It hurts more than knowing you hate me,
Knowing you lied all this time and you recently just told me,
I have locked away my love for you.
Know because of you i haven't really trusted anyone besides you.
I believe there is no hope for you,
I cannot help you for i am only the younger one,
I have no advice for you I sit here in guilt like it was all my fault.
If you die now i don't know what i would do.
You think just because they do it you had to.
now look at you...
Can you honestly say your okay...?
I Want to know if you are,
But you never tell me.
If your in pain,i couldn't tell because you hide it each time,but i know you are.
I hurts me too,
I haven't told anyone besides you.
But i won't give up on you now...
I hate when i am right i knew something was wrong that day.
And what i did was a mistake.
Now that its all a true story what will you do?
All this time you tried to hide beneath the truth.
What could happen if you cared even less about yourself.
You do all thats bad just to get attention.
You walk like there is no life in you.
The colors you like have nothing else but the meaning of death.
I keep what you say in my mind.
I hope you come out of your new world that has token over you.
You use to be happy,
Now you walk alone like nothing matters.
Do you have any feelings left inside?
Let this be a remembrance of you past that now is only a memory.
No matter how many black roses i send to you they pile up near you.
Every day you can talk how much you want to die,
But your funeral will not be soon as long as I'm around.
If i have to pretend to hate you i will just to get you to notice,someone cares.
I'm not afraid of anything you do,because i do half of what you do.
You weapon is my dreams so I'll tell you what your missing.
You have nothing else to do but surrender what you do alone.
I hope you'll never see the day you lose everything.
Every last word you say will be a secret.
Can i be guilty for what you've done.
I thought i could change you but i was wrong.
