Nightmares All The Time!

My Roses Aren't Red, Their Black.
The Stars Aren't Shining,Their Dying.
Its Never Sunny,Its always Raining.
My Rainbow isn't colorful,Its Gray.
My Nights aren't dark,Their the darkest.
I Never seem to sleep for more than an hour without waking.
When ever i see you in that so called nightmare of mine,your always looking at me with a sad face.
My Days aren't Peaceful,Their Dangerously Miserable.
My Sadness seems to be everyone else's happiness.
My Heart Doesn't Beat,Its stuck on that one single heart break.
I'm not in love, I'm in hate.
The only one that keeps me alive is the one MISSING in my life.
Instead of COUNTING all the stars, I am wishing upon each one.
While everyone else is sleeping, I am up drowning in my tears.
When every time i say "I Love You" it stings my heart.
What Makes Me Weary is thinking of us apart.
Inside of me is much weaker now than it has ever been.
what makes me weak is what keeps you strong.
Every time I hear your voice, it makes me cry in my silence.
Every time i try to tell you a secret my mind goes blank and my voice disappears.
What's dark to me is what's light to you.
What you and I love is what others fear.
AND I can't save my love...but i can save my HERO?
I Hope I Will die in my sleep before i have to say goodbye to you forever.
SO PLEASE hear me; I NEED YOU.
I haven't had a decent dream in a while.
And i seem to always die in my nightmares.
Not once...but twice in a row.
I only remember the bad moments.
I wish i didn't dream at all.
Because its keeping me awake lately.
And driving me crazy to the point i'm a different person.
I can't explain it.
But how would you like it being afraid to fall asleep?