Love must hate me,as much as i hate love,
I know it sounds wrong but love never wanted me,
I use to be cheerful whenever i felt love,
Now i only fear love,as if it was dangerous or something,
Stop my heart from beating,
For i have no more use for this torn-up heart anymore,
It's useless and has no idea how to handle such love,
For so long i have been treating love all wrong,
Can't you see, I'm looking for a different kind of love,
The love you only see in fairy tales,
Oh yes, i am looking for some one to call my own,
But so much for my luck,
For i have none what so ever,
And my dreams,they seem to bring the worst in me,
So don't hate me for being a little more self-conscious than everyone else,
No wonder why you left me here to rot,
I can't blame such a guy like yourself,
I wasn't good enough for you,you deserve so much more,
Stop my heart from beating,beating,beating,
For i have stopped my love,
For i, i only wanted to make you happy
Instead of making you happy i made you want to leave,
In so many ways i know what you told me was right after all,
And i am use to not making up my mind,
Oh i wish i could take that away,
And i wish we could rebuild our love,
I guess i wasn't able to handle the truth,
I guess i am just some kind of fool,
I bet your at home happy that you have gotten rid of me,
As for me i sit here remembering are days spent together,
But they are meaningless right?
Because they are just lost memories now,
The ones I'll have to hold onto,
Stop my heart from beating,
For it's beat has gotten weaker ever since that day,
I am sorry i had to be so selfish,
I never meant to be that way seriously,
I was just not use to someone loving me like you did,
Please take me back one of these days,
I want to be with you,
I don't care what it takes anymore,
I just want to be yours,
Honestly i can't live without you,
I don't care if you want to runaway,
Because i won't let you leave without me,
And i don't care if you love me less,
Ineedyourlove,
As much as i need you,
Please come back just to say hello,
There is so much more you need to explore...
And just because we don't even act like friends,
I want to be so much more than that,
But i know you just don't want a girl like me,
To have to live around my kind of atmosphere,
Because it drives me out of my head,
And they know how i can be,
Too bad it had to end the way it did,
Because i loved you so much,
And still your words enter my thoughts,
Distracting me,Killing me,Destroying me
I am such a pathetic girl,
The ones you see breaking apart on television,
It's called broken hearted though if it makes you see things clearer,
Though i can't say that i haven't cried over you,
Because i have and i regret ever being afraid to,
It's just i can't take it any longer,
So;;
Stop My Heart From Beating
