Today i was thinking,
how stupid i really must have been,
the way i met you i should have known,
you were only out to hurt me,
we were on the bus,
you wanted me to give you my number,
3 people said that i shouldnt,
they said you only hurt people,
i should have listened to them,
because now i am a wreck i cant think straight,
i cant speak my mind,
i dont have anything left of me,
when i lost you my life ended,
i still want you,
you still want me,
but she is there and she is in love with you too,
i cant tear you guys apart she has became my friend,
but if only she knew what you did,
you are a cheater,
you are a liar,
sometimes when i see you i just want to die,
i want you just to notice me,
i want your attention,
i love you and you still love me,
you are getting married next year,
so how can you look at me with a straight face,
and say we will be together,
when you say that you are only going to make me hope more,
make me think there is still a chance,
i know there isn't,
but everyone i talk to says you guys will never last,
deep in my heart,
i know it is heartless to say,
but i hope you don't last,
i would die if i don't have you in the end..
