How Could You Do This To Me?

I stayed awake all night
Worrying, crying, thinking of you
Worrying if your alive
Crying for the loss of my Savior
Thinking of what you have now done to me...

I told you I needed you.
That you meant everything to me
But you still try it anyway.
Still down the drugs
Wrap the rope round your neck.
Didn't you care I'd be lost in this world?

How could you do this to me?
Was I that unimportant?
Was I so insignificant?
Was my feeling that unnoticeable?
Was I that much of a nobody?

But it's OK...I'll be fine
I'll just accept that your alive and your sorry
Paint my plastic smile
Pretend like I'm not hurting on the inside
Act like we are both OK, keep my feelings bottled

[[ When Really, I Will Never Forget How You Made Me Feel That Night.
And I'll Never Accept Your Sorries
Because You Will Never Ever Know How Many Tears I Cried
And How Close To The Edge You Made Me Walk... ]]