Lies vs. Truth,,*

The trees wave at me on this lonely windy night,
I sit in silence as you freely occupy my thoughts.
I'm wondering if the words you tell me are true,
Or are they filthy lies that'll leave me distraught.

You feed me sweet words to make my heart melt,
But your words sound like they've been rehearsed.
I'm finally realizes what's been blind to me for so long,
But I want what you say to be true so bad, it hurts.

Maybe I'm wrong and you aren't telling me lies,
Maybe I'm just thinking it's too good to be true.
I could just be panicking cause I'm really in love,
And overwhelmed with all this love I have for you.

But who am I kidding, there's noway he could love me,
I'm a messed up teenage girl who has so many oddities.
But maybe he has seen past all of my imperfections,
And has learned to love me for all I am and can be.