Life and death ...

I call it ... to life and death ...
I never imagined it would turn out like this
The time not passing, thoughts lost in mist
My spirit's lost in agony, crying for care
Feeling helpless and ignored, seeking you everywhere
Desperate for love, hatred in the air
Wandering around my senses, does it impair ???
Reaching the endless line in endless dark
End of days approaching, end of life's spark
The cold creeps on to me when life burns like hell
Lying in the arms of death, too struck to yell ...