I wish this would last forever

I sit in my room, which is in a gloom. my black pen scribbles down lyrics. god i hate you. you had broken my heart in two. why do i still love you?
i sing the song it isn't very long but it tell everything i feel. nothing we've shared was ever real. somedays i cry somedays i laugh. i wished it would last forever.

the lightning flashes thunder roars rain pelts my hard wood floor. my anger builds. i never felt so alive. broken up inside i want you still.

* he broke my heart*