Essance of Existence

Your waiting for an absolution that you will never get
a kind person that you will never meet
you only get what you deserve in this cruel world
even if you don't deserve it you watch it all unfold
your so tired of waiting to escape to make it to your sweet release
you stand strong in your time of sadness try to rebuild your life to watch it fall to peaces again
And the truth is you can never fix it my dear friend
you need the help of others to get the puzzle of your life finished,
but still your missing that one piece
and you'll never find it
no matter how hard you look
your existence will weaken
and soon you'll disappear
into a nothingless
space located no where
possible for a human to find
the very essence of your being
should never have been
what a mistake you are
so why do you still live
your a nothing a no one
meaningless purposeless fool
with no one to love you
and no where to go
you don't fit into this world
nothing's right or ok
your waiting for a second chance
to fix those mistakes
that'll never get erased
nothing ever lets you feel good
you fall to your keens
each night and pray for better days
you build a world of lies
to protect yourself
from the hurt
you acquire
from your very existence in life
and you find out of all the nothings
you become a something
an essence a soul
and with all the other essences�¢??
you gain
the power the strength to go on
to add that meaning and purpose
to life
and create your own story of life
a new beginning a fresh middle and a perfect end
and by your achievements you stand out bold
and no one can ever copy
the same meaning and identity
that you have put together
form ashes the dust of the earth
from a death to a new life
you have created
not just your face and a name
but your own self
a work of art
molded into a perfect
you

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