Addicted (Bulimia)

It's weird how you can read a poem, and it will only be a poem if you haven;t experienced it but when u do it's like words out of your mouth, a chapter in your life.. It's a disease that you can hide from others and that is I think the worst part because it goes on even longer as you are not the person in control anymore. I can totally feel your words especially the description of weak and sore.. it's like you don't want to but can't help it, and day after day you say no but it happens like a routine and you regret it and say it won't happen and it does and it just keeps doing, a cycle you cannot get out or you want to but don;t know how because you don;t know what you would do without it. Just realise and ask yourself who are you, Mia or are you, like actually you?? Why let "Mia" control your steering wheel? Look inside your heart, and not through your eyes; your answers will guide you to the right path, you're stronger than you think xx

"I don't know how it started
I don't know how I got here
But I will keep on going
With the one thing I hold dear"
^^This is my favorite stanza.

"Despite all that's happened
I can't let go
It's the only thing in my life now
Mia has all of the control"
^^ beautiful way to wrap up this poem!

The girl in the poem i so well thought out. I know you're probably going through this and I wish you luck. I know it's not easy. Just stay strong and find someone or something to believe in. It will help you. 5/5
~Stefanie

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Despite all that's happened
I can't let go
It's the only thing in my life now
Mia has all of the control

very very good poem, i admire your strength, hope your ok xx