A Life Of Tears

No one wonders, no one cares
No one can see the truth that I can no longer share
I tried to find the things that once mattered
but like my dreams, they have shattered
The eyes of the past stare me down
That breaks the heart that leaves a painful frown
This is something I try not to believe
but sadness and sorrow is all I recieve
The darkness and shadows have hit me with a cling
The scars from the past took care of everything
but this way of life is something left behind
I look away as if I were blind
I with the pain I feel would just disappear
And take the depression along with everyday fear
I want to change my life around, and be happy until I die
To live a life without sobbing, i no longer want to cry