You never realize what you have until its gone...

I sit here all alone in the dark wondering how could I have possible screwed up this bad. Wondering how could I have hurt the ones who took me in as a baby and care for me all these yeas. And now i just spit in there faces and treat them like they don't matter. Throw away all the memories I have with this town and the people..and now i just move on and pretend none of it ever happened, its not easy to start over in a new town. no one wants to be the new kid at school.starting junior year in a whole different world. Having so much just tore me up and ruined me. Made me the way i am today. Wanting less and less everyday. Never satisfied, ever since the day you left brother, its all gotten worse and worse. Never will i forget LJ. and those who took me in and cared for me all these years, all my friends and all my "friends" and those who were always there.
Take what you have and Cherish it. Never will i make the mistakes i made here again.