Flutter

You can let me in
or lock me out
this pain unbearable
this hate / love relationship growing

make my heart flutter
do you care if i live or die?
living is such a vague word
describing everyones insanity

***

hey there, drummer boy
make my hear beat to the rhythm of your drums
take me with your blistered hands
shy eyes say alot

don't worry about them
they're in it for the laughs
i'm in it for the feeling

hey there, drummer boy
make me smile to the rhythm of your drums
shy smiles say maybe too much

***

close my eyes
pull the trigger aimed at my brain
insanity settles
the darkness tolls

your fault-it's your fault
i don't use my heartbreak as inspiration
but then again why not?
you've hurt me enough to

i'm losing my blood faster than i'm losing my faith.
and insanity settles in my bloodied hands.