Misery

So these tears keep falling from all the grief and misery
Finding myself giving up, nowhere else to go
I believe that I need to be away
A stressful feeling soon to be relieved
I stand alone in the shadows, breathing heavily
Many mistakes in life and what's said is done
I can't say no more, and life's too short; spent horribly
As the days go by my feelings fade
Wishing that everything will be OK is a dream that can never be
Most of me lost, hoping some part of me would think clearly
But looking back at old memories; there's nothing left to lose
Now I'm faced with the crude moments that have looked upon the past
Suffocating me me with guilt has caused me to be miserable
I want to break the barrier of the truth so a cold heart wouldn't lye within
But that's one place that true love can never exist