I'll love you one last time [lyrics]

I am drowning in the dreams of your hope
Around my neck is your screaming rope
I'm counting the blood drops, my skin turning red
I am not alive but I am still not dead

Someone is opening the hospital door
I lay alone on this dirty floor
You're the only witness of my crime
I love you, I'll love you one last time

I thought and dreamed of suicide
While no one was there at my side
I trembled and cried while taking the knife
With nine thousand reasons to take my own life

Someone is opening the hospital door
I lay alone on this dirty floor
You're the only witness of my crime
I love you, I'll love you one last time

Wasn't I young, hadn't I a chance
To live like I wanted, without this last dance?
But there was a need to finish my agony
I needed your love, you've given me misery

Someone is opening the hospital door
I lay alone on this dirty floor
You're the only witness of my crime
I love you, I'll love you one last time

You are weak and crying over my cold head
I shouldn't have died, was that what you said?
In your heart, there was, after all, love to give
Why have I then lost my last chance to live?