I paint my words red
Like the color of my blood
Not knowing what this page will withhold
or the words it may say
I write it all in anger
as my mind goes black
as if nothing good were to ever happen
I feel as if im going insane
My mind begins to race
a million thoughts a second
my hand does not go fast enough
as my story unfolds on this very page
I cannot catch the thoughts
they cannot find there way
its as if i have not a care in the world
yet there's so much to embrace
Look into the mind of a troubled teen
then you will truly see
all the moments i cannot handle
all those moments filled with disgrace
The pain that lies within
is nothing i can bare
yet the person i need most
isnt even there
These thoughts i share with you
you may have never thought
but once you truly look into my eyes
you will see
you will see the girl inside
that girl who is trying to be free
