Lets stare forever, stay wrapped in each other
for all time, your beauty is my weak spot, your
body leaves me paralyzed, yet your touch is so
warm, so deep are your eyes.
For so long we have held out, years on, still
we have to hold, or nothing we have made
would be the same, so many nights left alone,
the rest misused and refused to know I was
there, we both go on.
The silence I always knew, the figure of you
was the only thing I could see, no words
possible, shielded not by grace, held together
by hope, anything to do was broken by
jealousy, by that time I could only be dreaming.
Love comes and goes, the need, hoping never
showing, wasted money on things that kept
me going, like drugs could never build.
I never held a hand while you stayed put,
never made contact, if I did they all felt the same,
it felt like shame, if it started to last I ended
it before they grew on, of a dismal future,
of something that held onto me too long,
that broke the vision of you.
The clues were always in the air, never
letting the truth come out, but the signs were
there, bleeding out intensity, on my face,
in the air.
And yet destiny had to wait, the truths of life
were not at wake, of lies, and screams, of a
peaceful wave that has not crashed, until
everything is clear, waiting until you are over
your fears, all the ocean depth tears.
Let me intervene, tell me side, and whats
making me do all this tonight, but I pull
back away, just as I've always done, now
she knows todays the day, a lovely annoyance
that I needed, a vent of sincerity, with
great sensitivity, of a burning fire, the embers
coming alive.
Still you see is the pain, experience it now
and let the rest of it live in vain, break the
cycle with me, and life will get better, if
for days at a time.
We were thousands of miles away, but we
were suspended in each others own time,
disregarding the real reality, and building
a future that is lasting a lifetime.
Secrets have been revealed, lies set aside,
we now live in our lives, and anything under
a rock is open, in our minds, we now see,
we now believe, and yet for days we won't
even see each other.
Anticipation, wandering around so slow,
and yet our hearts met, blocked by who
should have moved on, but keeps his heart
in the past, you are the cure to his disease,
he will have to die, because now you are
curing me.
Plans that are discreet, they tear apart the
final seam of the old lovers calling, the ribbon
cutting of steady love has begun, breaking rules
and hearts, over conversation, over passion,
both our bodies and minds let go.
In unison we stay, in heat our bodies go,
stopping we will never know, our bodies do not
seem to know yet, and only our first meeting,
it seems like we knew how to kiss and hold
each other all along.
We never deny that is this is wrong, needing this
holds together the other fragile parts of our lives,
our words just move us along, this will be long,
the amount of time unknown, but as far as I'm
concerned I've lived my life with you every
single day.
