With all this hurt pain and misery you have caused it never seems to stop aching
I close my eyes and fear runs through my body in my head i see clips of what you have made my new life
I am scared i don't know how to move on to put this in the past how do i forget about it
How can i after what you put me through
I ask god for help to ease my pain to carry me on and not even god can be that strong
I try to forgive and forget but not even i know how to do that yet
I don't know how or where to start i just cant find any strength in my heart
I fight everyday to try and win but i have lost my own battle i fight within
But ill keep fighting until i win I no longer want misery to be my best friend
