I hate it when you ask me if Im ok and mostly when I say the opposite. I hate it when I cant get you off my mind even at times I rather only have one thing on mind and thats you. I hate it when I tell people Im seeing someone cause thats the only way they will leave me alone even though in my heart and wordiness we're just good friends. I hate it when I feel the wind and I think of holding you. I hate it when I have to pretend to be ok so you dont have to worry. And most of all I hate it when I know Ive made up my mind and its you who I want to be with until we fall apart. Most of all I hate it when you make me laugh when I just want to break down and cry. And before the end I would like to say I hate it when I know , but have no nerve to say that I would give up anything and everything just to be with you.
