Would you?

I dont know who you are anymore. Is that all you can say? I know perfectly who I am. I am a suicidal cutting sacred little girl who just wants someone to hold me close and say ever thing will be ok. As much as you may try to help, it hurts to hear you cry yourself to sleep at night. Is it your fault? No. Its mine I am the mistake that should of never happened. If I wasnt here would you stop blaming yourself? If I was gone would you smile again? If I wasnt here would you be happier? Because I believe you would. I believe If I was gone you would let your own pain drop to embrace the newly light and hold on. Would you?