Cry, I want to cry so bad
You might think I am mad
But after all I've been through
And for every little thing that's true
I should be drowning in my own tears
I don't know what my mind fears
But the only way this misery wears out
Is through these futile words that shout
"Help me! Save me from me!"
Its not a matter of a she or a he
Or that my life is disastrous
Neither are my parents monstrous
I am not physically diasbled
Neither am I chained to a table
Its just my chemically unstable brain
That won't let loose of these other "chain"
This chain that wont let the tears flow
or let any of my emotions show
It won't let me be free like a birdie
Or let me be what I want to be
All my dreams come tumbling down
I try going from town to town
But these chains they drag along
And each time I am proven wrong
I loose my friends, all so dear
Just yesterday i lost a friend so revered,
Trying to defend that one goal of mine
The goal that I am slowly beginning to resign
It seems to be further and further away
Made me loose a friend who could make me cry all day
