NOTHING SPECIAL

I know that I'm nobody
Nothing special at all so please don't cry for me
I'm just another one of the many faces praying to the rain Take away my eyes and down out my voice it doesn't matter anymore Don't cover me with laurels or decorate me with diamonds I'm not worth it anyhow I can't care anymore I know I'm worth nothing not even the love you give to me I'm just a broken one a crushed little toy solder swept underneath the rug No one cares about me because no one knows me so why even bother crying? just leave me alone and make the world go away I won't make you happy anymore all I do is bring pain to those I love the most and cripple myself all the while
just hate me like all of the others
It'd make things so much easier
what good is love
anyhow when it brings only heartbreak
time and time again?
I don't know how to be genuine
I've lost the real me somewhere in all of that trivia.
Everything now is just reflection a reflection of a broken soul
that was never worth anything and will never forever be nothing special