The hardest days for me are the ones when ur upset,
the ones when i want to grab u and hold u,
take u away from the world even if only for a little while;
a world apart is how far away i feel right now,
like i could run for hours and hours and never make any progress toward u,
so distant is how u seem tonight,
and even further away is how far i feel,
so far it is physically making me sick to think about it;
not soon enough will i be able to hold u in my arms,
and kiss u,
and take u away from everything if i want to,
not soon enough will i be able to hold u when u have a bad day;
i cant protect u from the world right now,
and its taring me up inside,
not soon enough will i be able to see u whenever i want to,
and i'm not sure i can make it that long,
i'm not sure i can stand to feel like this for much longer
i love u so much pretzel,
so much more than u know
