DISBELIEF
I didn’t believe you when you told me
I COULDNT believe you, why cant you see?
I really loved you
I thought you loved me too?
How could you put it in a letter?
You’re letters usually make me feel better
This one didn’t, it made me cry
All I could think is "why?"
I cried for so long
Where did we go wrong?
You made me feel so bad
All I could think about was what we had
You’re letter had said
You met someone else and wanted them instead
You tore my heart in two
You have no clue
You meant so much to me
Please listen this is my final plea
I am nothing without you
You’re the only one I want to pursue
But you say "No, Its over, don’t you understand?"
But that’s just it, I don’t, all I want you to do is take me by the hand
Kiss it sweetly, just like you used to do
Remember when our love was true?
If I cant have you
I can’t watch her have you
I'll say good-bye
I wish I could die
Kiss your picture one last time
I'm about to commit the crime
I love you but I guess it doesn’t matter
You watched my heart shatter
You don't care
Come near me if you dare
Ill do it, end my pain
I’m not just being vain
Good bye my love
I soon hope to be up above
I grab the gun
Oh boy, now its getting fun!
I cock it tight
I’m doing this tonight
You can’t stop me
You couldn’t careless about me
I fight to keep in the tears
Right now I don’t have any fears
I pull the trigger tight
My life ends with out a fight'
I fall to the ground
I don’t hear a sound
It’s better this way
Trust me, You'll be ok…
