I wish I could tell u how I feel deep inside I want to but yet Im so afraid of feeling pain or having my heart shattered. At times when u ignore me or when I ignore u I dont mean to say the things I say its just that at times I dont know how to open up cause of all the pain I went through. I wish I could open up to u but it seems that something is holding me back. I wish u knew how I felt so u wouldnt have to feel that I dont want to be with u. But what am I supoose to do or say when you're the one that told me u wanted to let things go it hurted me so badly that I begin to cry as we hung up the phone and told me it be best not to talk for awhile. I dont know what to do or say to make things right again but like I said I never done any wrong I didn cheat on u even though I could of I just had u in my mind and thats what stopped me. and I dont know what else to say to show u how I feel but hopefully u be able to forgive me when I say all the wishes Ive made I know wont come true cause when u saided u wanted to let things go I met someone new. Well I knew her before we met and her name is Kelly oh god I hope that u can forgive me and know that I did nothing to hurt u but probably told u the truth.
