Time has changed every single thing left in my life, well I'm not sure if i like it,
But who am i to question gods plans, who am i to wish for the impossible,
That feeling that realization has given me, has left a sting,
And all that is inside of me, that can't seem to get out, has become intolerable.
You seem to be rolling off like clothing, you seem to have slightly drifted,
Of everything that was on my mind, this was my fear,
Could you sit down for a moment, we are low on knowing what we have become,
I just need words or silence, because your heart seems to never be clear.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to leave from what I'm comfortable with,
This certain journey is reminding me of a smudged map, a hazy road,
Sometimes i can feel my chest caving in, slowly losing my breath,
This may be the best thing that has ever happened to me, but it is starting to be a heavy load.
If i listen to my head, i could just lose what i have worked for,
If i listen to my heart, i live with this constant fear of it being broke,
Suddenly the decision has hit me around, stuck me down with cement,
The only thing that has been on my mind since we last spoke.
I have walked these streets in my past, i know saying exactly what i feel could lead us to nothing
But I've learned you only get so many chances, i can't keep it in like i did before,
I'm not asking you to be the center of my world, I'm not asking you to keep me together,
Just simply asking for an answer before i decide to close this door.
