I wish

I wish i can be skinny
like everyone else
not being the fat one
no one will tease me

i wish i can be happy
like everyone else
everyone can see me
being me happy again

i wish i can smile
but i want to smile
a real one so everyone
can see I'm not pretending

i wish i can laugh
but laugh a real one
then all my friends
think I'm happy

i wish i can see a rainbow
a wonderful colorful lovely
rainbow then i can smile
and say nice stuff to the sky

i wish i wasn't so fat then
people can accept me for
the way i am then i can
be happy once again

i wish my family can love
me again like they use to
i hate when they hate me i
feel so down and unloved

i wish my friends can accept
me for the way i am i know
I'm not that perfect but i
always try my hardest

i wish people wouldn't pick
on me i know I'm ugly and fat
but why do they always say
mean things to me all the time