Thinking
Wondering
What I have
What have I achieved?
What do I want?
The answer is nothing
All these feelings are so powerful
As the days go by
The feelings of hate worsen
I hate it because I have these
And cant do anything about it
I cant turn them off
I wish I could
I dont want to do anything
All I do is sleep
I sleep because I cant face the day
I know I'm going down the wrong road
I'm doing things I shouldn't
Taking things I shouldn't
I know if I don't stop
It will get worse
I'm dragging myself down
Further and further
Without knowing
Then when I think
I cant possibly take any more
I'm at my lowest now
All I want is to end it
End these feelings
Then out of the blue
I got talking to you
I found myself getting up
Just to see if you were on line
When we met up I had a great night
I hadn't been out in ages
But that night was worth it
We talked for hours
We met more and more
Finally we had to share our feelings for each other
Now we spend every day together
I cant bare not to be with you
There's just one thing I have to say to you
Thank you
Thank you for changing everything
My life, my views
If it wasn't for you
I don't know what I would have done
Or where I would be right now
You don't know how much
You have done for me
You don't know how much you mean to me
You saved me
Saved me from
Doing the only thing that I thought
Would help
Would ease the pain
