You told me to always be myself, Mom.
To never be someone i'm not.
But i guess that one day,
I just totally forgot.
I didn't mean to do it, Mom.
I guess i was drunk that day.
Someone had pulled out the gun,
And i just took it away.
They said it wasn't loaded, Mom.
So i sat there playing with it.
Then i put it to my head, Mom.
To act like i was shooting myself.
I didn't mean to pull the trigger, Mom.
But the bullet had come out.
I lied there slowly dieing, Mom.
Till my life was no doubt.
I wish i could have said " I Love You" Mom.
But that time i had no chance.